Today is my 10 year wedding anniversary. 10 YEARS!!!!!!!! You would think that after 10 years I would be able to pick the perfect card to express my eternal love and devotion to my beautiful An. Yet, every card I looked at just seemed so fake. Don't get me wrong, the words were sweet, even beautiful at times, but they are just so generic. They simply do not do justice to the love and gratitude that I have for my An. These cards don't recall the radiant smile or the tear filled eyes of my bride the day she told me "I Will". They don't remember the nights we spent scared to death in our hole of an apartment in the getto in Fort Walton and how God used that time to knit our love and dependence for one another so tightly. I remember the joy of watching our beautiful children be born (except for Ella and Annagail), but even though we didn't get to watch their birth, I still remember the love that we both felt from the moment that we knew that she was pregnant. I love the way we laugh together both then and now. Even now as I write, I am struggling to find the words that will somehow do justice to the love we have for each other. I love you so much beautiful. Happy anniversary.